7th Day without Melody

Lawl lawl lawl -_- It's 7 days after the thing passed o.o I guess I'm done with all my emo-ness.....

Well. Many things happened today, although there are things i don't want, but there are also things i want. Today, I will blog in a different way, indicating my life changed. Even though that might sound weird, but yea, life changed... LOL

I will list all the things I went through today from worst to best:

1.  I realized that i give up long ago.
It is not that I wanted to give up, but yeah. They seem to be really together right now, so i might as well just leave the two alone. Let's say... I opened my mind, I adopted this "see no evil" thing. I pretend i see nothing, ignoring everything that is happening. I see them like hugging each other, holding hands, holding her by the waist... but I only feel jealousy, not hate. Probably because I thought it is alright now. I even joke about it, so I guess I'm alright...

2. The deal is done
Adam, my deal with you is completed. Even tho Stella and Wendy didn't talk. I had enough fun with like almost everyone talking to me. Thank so man, love you so much =]. I will bring back my positive person and the funny person out. I learn to forgive already, learn to let go but not let my feelings go. I would work on it, but I think being happy is my main goal from now on.

3. Events is good...
Well today, i volunteered for more than... 12 hours. I went to the morning shift, ate lunch, chill in the afternoon shift, and went to this evening event. The whole time i was just laughing and laughing... Had lots of fun, thank you guys...

4. I realized Truth or Dare (replace with DOUBLE TRUTH) is fun to play..
This game requires talking the truth, yes.. the truth. Well telling the truth actually makes you brave... sometimes.. and sometimes it give you strength. Or sometimes it makes you laugh... Really fun playing T/dT...

5. I have friends =]
Thank you Ariel, thank you Jessica, thank you Joey, thank you Angela, thank you Raymond, thank you Emily, thank you Ibrahim, thank you Richard gahh.. so many people to thank.. Yea thank you everyone for making me happy after all these things happened to me =P.

6. Ohh don't forget my God brothers, and my soon going to be god bros
My old God brothers: Andrew, Anthony, Adam, Raymond thank you so much =]
Considering: Andrew Mah and Aaron
I mean... Yeah.. my old god brothers are cool, taught me everything i need to take care of myself.
Andrew and Aaron, what can i say. Andrew, a cool kid, taught me to be brave, never to regret... Fun person to be friends with, and hope we will be friends when we grow up. Aaron, lol. Thanks for listening to my bull crap all the time, and you would still come to me and listen. Really friendly, really nice, and everyone say i look like him. This kid taught me to forgive, to let go, and to have fun. Thank you so much for lifting me out of this, seriously. Both of you are like my best friends in volunteer besides my Semi.

你最幸福的時候不是有人愛上你，而是有幾個關心你的人。
The best part of life is not to have someone to love you, but to have a few people that actually care about you