Return?

Alright, finally I'm coming back to blogger. It's been months I haven't blog about anything, probably everyone that usually read this blog is not reading it anymore... Whatever, if they want to read it, then let them...

Life, School, Love, Family... four things in my life...

Life:
What can i say about life, life is okay for the past 2 months. I mean, there is up and down during the two months and i manage to keep myself alive. Talking about good things, there are events like I started to talk to many people. I started to talk to my friends more often these days, especially when it is only 1 month (!) from Christmas. I'm already looking forward to buy presents for my friends but I'm still debating over few items for them. The turn down in life is that I found myself more concentrated on school, which i will talk about it in a bit. Overall, life is not that bad, it is tolerable and I believe I would do better

School:
Talking about school, the first thing i have to say is that i drop out of Arcuri's class. Arcuri, she's one of the teachers that everyone hate. No offense to her, but her attitude and curriculum is just intolerable. I have yet seen anyone that really like her so far. I am so happy that i drop out of her class though, since now my life is so much easier in Ms. Weiner's class. The thing that's bad about school is math and some friends. Math... yes.. math..!! Calculus BC has been a pain in my school work. It is so difficult but challenging. My previous tests had been an 80-90 range, which I'm still not satisfy (Asian fail, you know ;-) ) Oh well, I'm going to aim for higher, because my tests were all composed of stupid mistakes due to the lack of "rechecking" my answers.

Love:
I shouldn't be talking about this, but these days "this topic" has strike me a lot. I found out many things, things i should know and things i shouldn't. I notice that some friends of mine actually liked me, but in fact, I do not like her back... This is getting really ridiculous, because I cannot just go up to them and reject them or anything, and I've been feeling this weird aura (or more like feeling) around me that something is going on in my life. It all doesn't matter anymore, for all i care is not those people. I care about my good friends, and her. For people that knows who's her, I'm sure you are one of my good friends. Sigh... I wonder what she usually thinks, I mean, i just couldn't get through her thoughts... I need to work on it !!. I keep saying to myself "Keep going Kevin, you can get her!!" Even though it is dim, I don't know, never know what might happen when i try.

Family:
Family is always something important to me, even when my brothers been saying about how i care about friends more. The truth is, i rather have my family with me than my friends. My friends, in the end (NO offense) (Sorry if this make anyone piss), is never more important than my family. My friends, no matter how "friendly" we get, can only be a supplement (did i say that word right?) to my family. What i mean is that my friends can help me on things that I think my friends would be needed, where cases that family cannot help. Anyways, family is really nice to me these days. I'm not being yelled at, at least not severe ones for a while. I'm trying to help out while maintaining my school work and social life. Even if it is the case where i sacrifice some of my study time to help out, I believe it is worth the time, because in end, I'm a part of the family.


Oh, I realized i typed so much tonight. Anyways, I will be blogging more often now, sharing my thoughts, maybe? Lol anyways, good night =].