17th Day without Melody

Wah.. Just realized it is 17th day after that day o.o... Anyways. My new policy (or try to be one), is no more smilies. (But i just made one...)

What happened today. Hmm... Today is my twin cousins' birthday. Went to celebrate, had a bit fun talking to my cousins. The thing is, the whole time I'm talking, my mind is not there. It is just thinking about old memories. My uncle's place is the house that my brother called Mel the "Rite Aid Girl," the place where she actually live so close to (about 4 blocks away). It seems to be different now, by that, i meant the feelings.

Talking about old memories... Back in the times when it was July, I visited my uncle's place about 2-3 times. All the time, my mind wasn't there. My mind is just out of place, about 4-5 blocks away, where Mel actually lives.. I used to know what she is thinking about, used to know what ever she wanted. Now, i feel distanced to her. It is so close, yet so far apart... We don't have the usual connection anymore, not even a feeling of a friend...

Yeah, whatever... This is what happened today... My cousin's birthday... Again, happy birthday Edmond and Kentrick.... have fun being a child... for now ..