17th Day (Ex)

Oh .. by the way... I planned to take out the Without Melody thing.. yeah.. screw that thing...

Anyways, yeah... Why is the title Ex? Because it has to deal with my Ex, Joanne...

Something weird happened.. Today at 3 AM... meaning.. approximately 21 hours before. She told me that a guy is bothering her. She told me that she wouldn't go for this guy because she treat her as a best friend, but the most important thing is she "STILL" like a guy... The "still" kinda freaks me out somehow...

Lets talk about my past weeks... 2 weeks ago i started to talk to her again. She realized that I didn't "flirt" with other women, and she told me that she was really sorry for not talking to me. It's been 1/2 year she didn't talk to me, I somehow got used to it.

Oh... talking about my Ex, I didn't even describe her. Joanne, almost 16?, somewhat smart, regular Asian girl height, and... a little chubby... Let's say... Anyways, i met her last year, during our classes together. We decided to get together after my God Brother, the white one, decided to hook us up. We got together pretty well until Christmas, technically 1 week before Christmas.

She called me that night saying we can't continue, mostly because of her family. What i interpret is that it is not her family, but my problem. She kept thinking I had other girls other than her... Yeah, I'm the kind of men that everyone talks to... (maybe), and girls mostly love to come to me for homework and helps. Whatever, let's get to the point. She broke up with me... 1/2 year later, now, she started to talk to me...

And today, 21 hours ago, she told me she "still" likes a guy. I'm kinda scared that it might be me... But yeah, she is nice, but I just don't really want another relationship right now. She kept hinting something to me, as if she wants me to know something... I always act dumb... Which is what i always do, to avoid problems.... 

Yeah, whatever comes, I will just deal with it. Let's just hope it is not what i think it is..